too many worlds at once

i missed you today.
though i'm not sure you can really miss something you never truly had.
and then it's even more silly to miss something you wouldn't want back.
but if ever there was a day for your arms to hold me up, today would have been a good one.


today is a bad day. today is a brand new day.


he asked if i've ever felt taken care of. i hesitated.
and then i said yes, from you.
i only came up with pathetic examples. but i know it's true.
i've felt that with you.
.

All around the Mulberry Bush, the monkey chased the weasel.

Dr Fudge, Posterior Tibial Tendon Dysfunction
Dr Ichikawa, Dr Saeed, Tarsal Tunnel Syndrome, EMG
Dr Weiss, Transverse Myelitis, Lumbar Puncture, Full Spinal MRI, SSEP, Brain MRI
Physical Therapy, Gabapentin, TENS
Dr Jung, Dr Mayadev, Multiple Sclerosis, VEP, Rehab Consult, Brain Cervical Thoracic MRI
Dr Jung, Sarcoidosis, HTLV, Leukemia, Lymphoma, Spastic Paraparesis, Lyme Disease
Dr Fudge, Dr Ichikawa, Dr Weiss, M Potter, Dr Jung, Dr Mayadev, Dr White

The monkey stopped to pull up his sock...
Pop! goes the weasel.
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