i think

i'm a little bit broken.


i do not want to think about other journeys, or paths or endings.


each thought of change seems to make things hurt just a little bit more.


today i heard the past. instead of pressing 7 like i do when cleaning out the closets and cobwebs, i pressed 9 to save it just a little bit longer.


this isn't the way life usually happens for me.


i think i'm a little bit broken.